Why do I get in these weird funks? I just feel so...disappointed in myself. Both the guys that I like haven't expressed any interest really in me, I just feel totally unloved/ugly/rejected- even though I haven't put myself out there at all. And one of the guys is a manwhore to the extreme. I don't know why I like him, he's such a complete bastard- and this stupid crush has persisted for, like, over 9 months. God, I'm pathetic. :( I miss living on my own and doing stuff - I feel so isolated and friendless and I don't know how to fix it. I just want to curl up in a corner and cry. I just feel so lonely.
Is it weird to be horny towards the very end of my period? Strange question, I know.
I know this has probably been said a million times by a million different people, but being sick really sucks. I'm lying down right now, in my bed, and my ears are so clogged that I can hear my heartbeat. And taking cold medicine, even the kind designed for daytime use, just makes me feel like my head is in the clouds. Concentrating on what people are saying to mean takes so much effort when I have drugs in my system. I'm just gonna let this fuckin' cold run its course. Until then, I'll just wallow in my misery. And eat chocolate.
Not much to say. I've had a livejournal before but I forgot my password and well...that was the end of that. I'm mostly just doing this so that I can post in communities. I'm just posting this to prove that, to quote Marina and the Diamonds, "I am not a robot".